ping&adren

wat a day

2010-09-22T09:38:00.000-07:00

♥asshole

dun fucking assume me wit anything rubbish ok ! only you can do to others and not others do to you ! wth ! fucking loser ! if you dun like den dun do to others , or esle other will eventually do back to you de !

i dun wan to talk about things b4 i go out cos it will only spoile my mood !

today went to bdm to play lantern wit regina , ahsen , ahmei , annabelle , yansheng and xinghua
but b4 tat i saw sweets and mel they all ! feel so happy but dunknow why i react like tat ! wanna go talk to her , but dunknow wat to say ! scare she ignore me and i ps all this hais ! i know im in fault and all sort ii did message her just now but she didnt reply
wat to do i know im in fault too ! if i have to choose again wat would it be ? im wondering !!
life isnt easy at all but im sure i caN overcome all this !

sweets , lets back to how we use to be can ? lets talk things out and no matter you believe in me or weather you wan to forgive me i just wan to make things clear !
i did not betray you or anything !
i promise , if you ever need a listening ear i will just listen to you and wont give any comment liao !
went home after talking to dasao ! tats all ! sleeping now tml working !

Sadded

2010-09-02T10:55:00.000-07:00

why things have to become like this ?

sweets : 我們怎麼了

wat wrong wit us ? i thout we can always talk things out no matter wat ? can you please let me know ? i just wan to know , lets talk thing out ..even in the end you still dun wan to forgive me i also accept.. can ? i will contact you again ok ! i somehow know..part of this thing i also got fault ! im sincerely sorry !

and as for you : wat the fuck have you done ? i dun understand.. can you like love yourself more den anybody ? why you wan to be like so stupid..? now you think back , does it worth it ? NO IT NOT !!! hais i will try to contact you ok please get back to me ehh ! dun hide from us..it not embarrass or wat do dun hide it infront of us ok. i understand de. i know you may dun like me at all ! but im ok wit it !

and as for you : come on , dun freaking put words into my mouth . i dun wan any misunderstanding from anybody or wat , when you anyhow put words into my mouth.. thank ehh i appreciated ! dun be a 小人 can ? just be a 光明人 can ? WTF !!! just do your part and dun gossips others.. especially me !!! fuck you bitch ! _l_

and you : you fucking liars , you are the one causing so much trouble to us ! fuck you.. dun promise when you cant promise anything.. i am the stupid wan to keep helping you to keep all those thing ! and yet now wat happen ?

and please , tell me the truth when i ask you ok ! i dun wan lies..i had enough ! and no matter he/she forgives me or not i also hope you will tell me the truth and also i will never help you keep anything anymore !

today i saw you at bb ball court play ball wit 1 ger but i dunknow who is it . watever it is dun ask me to help you keep anymore !

i think tats all le ba !! sadded !

明天会更好 !! (:

♥♥ hihi

2010-08-28T15:07:00.000-07:00

♥ back for just one day

seriously can anybody teach me how to change this fucking blog skin ? or song ? ):

my blog is in the mess man . wth la ..hahaha..

seriously im tired of everything , i swear to tear your fucking fake mask away . so good luck my friends !! (:

and im not going to bother anything anymore ! seriously im hurt by the way you treat me ! i dunknow how to explain . i've done my part and you ?

i say so many time , any thing unhappy can just come and confront me dun hide please.. i treat you real and you guys treat me fake. how ? im confuse ! it fading away. tsktsk.

ask me straight in my face instead of hiding can ?

wat are friends for ? to be there when you need me , to lent you my ears when you need it or to lent you my hand when you need it ? hais.. life is a bitch !

there always a reasons behind everything we do ! as long as we know how to admit it and mend our mistake . one day they will see changes in you and forgive you ! all you need to do is just admit it and face the facts ! this is reality . 'xian shi '

everybody do change but friend towards friend wont change even if you try to forget it still come back to square 1 it the same de once you know each others and it meant to befriend all the way .

and to my sweets : you know who you are . sweets if there anything or any misunderstanding in between us please come and we talk thing out alright ! i just dun wanna lose you this friend. sweets if it my fault IM SORRY . sweets im sincerely . ♥

and to you bitch : wanna delete me away from your friend list ? by all mean. you are welcome to do tat you and his thing isnt my problem . dun just assume thing tat are not true and fucking push all the blame to others ok ! fuck you bitch ! _l_ (:

FRIENDS , i APPRECIATED for wat you have done to me ! good things or bad thigs , i've learnt ! and will always remember the fun we create together and forget the bad . share the sorrow and pain together and every single things . thank you my friends . i love you ! ♥

no hiding , no despise , no lying , no secrets , no suspects , no assume , no nothing .

we must talk things out and be more blunt

if friend to friend must have secrets , lie , hiding , despise , assume or suspects , den i dun see theres any reason to befriend with . be more true to yourself and to your friends .. eventually they will treat you back the same ! wan others to respect you 1st you must respect yourself !!

last but not least , i love my friends and im serious . ♥

hmms i gtg ler.. tats all i wanted to say ba . i doubt so. hahaha

good night ! ♥ (:

hope you saw my post !! ♥

♥♥♥happy♥♥♥

2010-05-13T17:34:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥very happy♥♥♥

ytd night i meet baby after his work at balestier road for movie!! IP MAN!! after tat walk home wit baby! i know he is very tired..i can see tat..but he manage to bring me to movie..appreciated.. (:
THANKS BABY!! ♥♥
on the way home we chat alot..he even tell me he is very tired but he just wanna make time to go out wit me to watch IP MAN!! and i also know he is going to have 2 weeks OT without off.. ):
i know this coming mayb 2 -3 weeks he wont be free to accompany me or anything..but it ok..i will still go over his house as usual to accompany him after he finish work till he sleep..but i think i gonna fake working again..hahaas..LOL!!

today really very happy! and also IP MAN is very nice..i dun mind watching few more times!! woot!! ♥♥

give ♥ my biggest support!!! hugs hugs..

had our dinner at kfc! ♥ wow..THUMBSUP!!

really enjoy my day although it short!! THANKS YOU BABY! you make my day!! :DD

after tat to his house around 12 plus and he wan sleep liao i jiu go off liao go whampoa meet ahna and my sis..slack at market till around 2 plus den ahna ask to go lan shop!! ahmei really very sway!! she cant play audi wit any comp she change! end up i give up my comp to her and finally she can play!! but i cant see chinese word!! wth!! LOL!! spend 10 bucks at the lan shop!! plus we do member!! LOL!! hahahahaas..
i might be learning dota and play wit you wor..hahahahaaas.
hmms overall im happy and i enjoy-ed my day 'especially wit baby!!♥♥♥' d;

♥♥♥ dunknow how to express my love for you!! ((:
tats all ba!! ♥♥♥ love you baby alot alot!! ♥♥♥

baby i love you alotalotss.. ♥♥♥

2010-05-06T13:38:00.000-07:00

♥♥ILOVEYOUTHEMOST!!♥♥

BABY I HEREBY SAYING IM VERY SORRY TO YOU..I KNOW I HAD HURT YOU ALOT..and you also suffer alot from my bad temper BUT YOU ALSO HURT ME ALOT BY SAYING ALL THOSE WORD..and now i already change so much for the sake of you..you also know it yourself.. i dun know if you would get any chance to see this post but im really very sincere..i will change to the ger tat you always wanted! I PROMISE!! I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!!

♥♥♥BABY I WAN YOU!! ONLY YOU!! ONE AND ONLY YOU!!
I WAN TO HOLD ON TO YOUR HAND TILL I DIE!! ♥♥♥

♥ family or??

2010-04-15T23:57:00.000-07:00

shame or?

I HEREBY SAYING GRANDS IS EVERYBODY DE AND YOU GUYS WORKING WE ARE ALSO WORKING!!

 hais..i just dun undersatand why..when thing goes right/ goes the way they wan nobody ever complain or even say a thing, but when things goes wrong hais the whole family goes havocs..wat the fuck..since you guys wan to say all those surname den forget it..ming kor dun say till wat dun cry la got performance all this la..you make sure you dun cry can liao!!!

FILIAL is not just by saying but doing..but why i see is not like this? they do liao den they go around saying thing which is not true or???

DO IT ON OUR OWN WILLING AND DUN COMPLAIN IF WANNA COMPLAIN DEN YOU ARE NOT DOING IT YOU ARE JUST SHOWING OFF TO LET OTHERS SEE OR SAY YOU? FOR WAT? NO POINT EHH! 

have always respect you cousins heed you cousins de advise..even though you cousins dun respect my mum..seriously i can just simply ignore you BUT NO IM NOT GOING TO DO THIS TYPE OF THINGS TO THOSE COUSINS TAT I HAVE ALWAYS RESPECTED!!! 
but today i see wat you guys post make me very disappointed really..even till now im still ok still not angry not piss am chill but are you cousins the same? hais..why wan post out and let others take as laughing stock?  our family very funny? or just wanna seek attention from others! 1 person post i got nothing to say now everybody is posting even francis also post..frankly speaking everybody here dun have the right to post anything except  for the da ren men! but why those wan bei wanna do this?? free show for others? or wat? OH MY GOD!!!  am really speechless dun know wat to say..whether they are suppose to do anything or not also none of my business liao..keep saying just wait and see and we shall see.. wat does all this mean?? hope i got the wrong info from you cousins!! i dun wan and dun like to assume!!!  SO PEASE DUN DO TAT ALSO!!

SO SO DISAPPOINTED!!

do in willingness and not by showing others! and please stop saying those surnames out machaim wat wan draw line?  always have been respecting to every cousins but this is wat i get back ehh!!! good i like it!! 

if you guys dun wanna respect my mum den simply dun..'wan fei' she took good care of you all when you guys are still small still young!! dun you think you guy break my mum heart by saying and doing all this?? hais think please!! i dun wan you guys to treat her as queen or anything but "jiang xin bi xin" can!!

IF COUSINS MEN SAW THIS POST I POST..THINK..if you guys still wanna angry or EVEN draw a line in between den tats it im wasting my time on this post!! seriously i dun take it to heart i dun even take this as A small issue or anything..I BELIEVE FAMILY CAN TALK THINGS OUT!! 

ANYWAY THIS POST GOT NO OTHER MEANING TO ANYBODY!!! ^^

DISAPPOINTED!

♥♥♥ ahwen's b'day celebrations..

2010-03-16T23:25:00.000-07:00

THUMBSUP!!

ytd was a fun night!! went to bugis watch movie wit baby..
ALICE IN WONDERLAND!!
den after tat waited for ahmei to close shop den we headed to whampoa jalan raja there..H2 at first im boring but very fast im not boring anymore..hahaas..this year wen never drunk so fast GOOD!! but still she drunk..i bet she act drunk la..so nobody can ask her drink.. hahaaas..still can go eat
BAK KUT TEH ma kns..
den HUANGYAOPING wan go fight wit others ma..dumb dumb!!
*shake head*
but luckily nothing lor..everybody stop him..

den we go tpy mac eat..wit xiuwen simei ahmei nelson yaohui kester xiaofeng layhong and i think lynn..after eating we go outside smoke den kenna spotcheck by police LOL!!! den they ask xiaofeng alot question!! LOL!! LAME!

today going out wit her again..but dunknow go where!! hahaas..wait for ting finish work first..

hmms..tats all!! LOL!!

update soon!! ((:

erm...

2010-03-08T23:36:00.001-08:00

boring!!

hmms..so boring..got nothing to do..rot and rot slack and slack..tsktsktsk!!
this coming thursday start work liao..
yesterdAY waited regina finish work..we go eat KFC wit nat.after tat go chinatown wit dardar to buy the popiah wit honey comb..wao nice.haas.den dar go buy mahjong pink colour de.mrt bAck to boon keng meet sweets and cherm..we slack and chat..time really past very fast cherm cherm already know how to run and talk and sing liao..hahaas..cute nah..now sweets can even dun need to bring stroller out..wao tats fast.haas.

around 10 plus they go home..den i go macdonald wit kambakbak and nat..
around 11 plus benji jasen and baby come macdonald.den we eat after tat i walk baby home den i cab-ed to tpy fetch my sis and we went home..LOL!! lame right..haas..hmms otta update those over due photo liao..
update soon..

((:

♥ LION DANCE ♥

2010-02-21T07:07:00.000-08:00

♥ lion dance period ♥

hmms..it been very very long i didnt update my blog liao ehh!! due to i feel so lazy to update., dun feel like updating..ROFL!! hahaaas..and now i got nothing to do so i jiu blog lor!! -.- hahahaaas.. :DD

have been going for lion dance this few days!! every year new year period is the same!! so tired but fun!! hahaas..

♥ today is baby's birthday! uncle help him celebrate by treating everybody eat den went home cut cake and "lau yu sheng"..watched some videos of today performers den he is now soundly asleep!! LOL!! baby just end his birthday like tat.

-.- LOL!! hahaas..

♥♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!! loves!! ♥♥

been having some conflict wit him this few days but now everythings over!! FORGIVE AND FORGET!! LOL!! i going sleep also..if not i tml not enough sleep!! GOOD NIGHT!!

will try to update soon bey!! hahaas.. :DD

♥ GOOD NIGHT ♥

WATS HAPPENING TO ME??!!

2010-01-03T13:18:00.000-08:00

speechless!!!

why everything come so sudden???? wat am i suppose to do?? wth!!! piss off!!! everybody was like dun understand me and say i dun understand wat they saying lor..but i understand wat they trying to say!! but they dun seems like understand wat am i trying to say!!! hais..they keep saying they know they know but i dun see it lor..hais..i now very "FAN" lor...hais...

"1 head two big" yi ge tuo liang ge da!!! hais..SERIOUSLY i wan peace!!! i dun wan anything to happen liao le..
i very tired liao!!! really..i just wan some appreciation can???!!!
why? why am i here??? why am i born in this complicated world??? can anybody help me by getting out from this complicated world????
dun take me for granted please!!! tks!!

no mood to continue liao!!! )))))))))))):

))))))))))))):

WAT THE HELL!!!

2009-12-30T22:50:00.000-08:00

WAT THE HELL!!!

tis few days really not my fucking day..all the whike i understand wat you guys trying to say but did you guys understand wat im trying to say?? you guys ask question like im a criminal.. come on..if you guys really wanna ask me thing PLEASE LISTEN AND SHUT UP..dun cut off my words..if tats the case den jolly well dun ask me..sick of repeating again and again..dun trust den dun ask..simple as tat!!

i know how you guys treated me but dun you think you guy are just taking advantage in me?? i didnt quarrel wit you guys and i simply dun bother..so if you are saying me den i also got nothing to say!! see yourself in the mirror before you say me!!! ((: forget it..nvm..anyway im always the bad guy in any of the situation and any picture..

im grown up.and i know wat i wan and wat i think dun command me and ask me around like a fucking dog!!! wanna advise me ok i listen.but dun command me to do wat you wan and wat you like!!! ((: you can say "no lor, you still young..still got kids thinking leh" but it ok i dun really care wat you wanna say!!! d: bcos me is still the same me!! dun believe den it okay wit me!!! 

anyway no offend to anyone cos im not angry now..im in a peacefull mind set when i typing this fucking post!! :DD
dun like wat i say in this blog or you feel offended, den jolly well press ALT F4 den you wont be offended!!! simple as tat!!! ((:
will update again!!! ♥

♥♥

♥ wah wah wah

2009-12-27T01:59:00.000-08:00

♥:DD♥

wah wah wah..so long didnt update blog liao eh..it been 1 month plus liao eh..
been very busy..boyfriend move house i helping and alot alot alot neh!! LOL!!
haas..and now i got nothing to do so i decided to update my blog neh..hahhaaas..
alot of thing happen to me..alot of thingsss change around me!! hais..i wan to change back to like last time nah!! hais..friends change or i change?? haiyo..confused!! @_@ go countdown didnt ask me along even if im not free AT LEAST ask me mah..hais..sadded. )): tis year christmas countdown really suck and bored to the core!! )): think im old and lazy to enjoy liao! hahahahaaas..LMAO!!

but i did go to 7th haven to drink with my bro!! 7th closing down soon..hais..sad!! )): 31st dec last day!! think i will be going down bey!
hmms..i hate clanice pang loo sing la..she sucks..and i dun wanna say about it liao..ta ma de!! _l_

i miss all my friendsss willy, dua liap, amanda, pearl, laoda, jason, ah chong, jeffery, howard, simei, xiuwen, huimin, ahna, ahmin, vyvian, dasao, and alot alot alotsss..countless..hais..

miss most is the 3 little devils..hais..but now i quarrel wit dajie..hais i also dunknow when i can see them again! hais.. )))): dajie is really too much!! tis is not the first time liao lor..nb!!
alot of thing happen around me jiu dui le la..haas..thing dun really go the way i wanted..hais.no choice tats life..LOL!!

gotta go liao..update again!! tatas.. :DD

♥♥ good luck here i come :DD ♥♥

♥♥♥

2009-11-15T00:27:00.000-08:00

♥ fun ♥

hmms ytd had lots of fun! go 7th haven celebrate my 21st birthday! reach there around 9.30pm
wah wah wah..i am so high!! ytd pauline and daniel also celebrate their b'day there!! 1 b'day boy and 2 b'day girl!! wow..cool!! wooohoo.pauline merlion 1st den me den daniel!! hahaas.fun fun fun!! already drink wit pauline liao but not daniel!! haas.LOL!! saw lots of friends there!!

hmms..after 7th we went K BOX at cine wit my boyfriend, nel, xiaomei, yaohui, falend, layhong and alvin!! hmms.miss the K box session bcos the 'kit' come liao too drunk to continue omg..fall asleep there..OMG so pai seh la..den saw howard, simei and wen there!! den they were saying "erjie you cannot liao" haass.i really cannot liao..so pai seh la..haas.! fun fun fun!!

hmms..overrall it fun la..get 5 bottles of liqour from nel, falend, yaohui, layhong and alvin, roses from boyfriend, pig soft toy from grace and mark!! haaas..1 shot barcadi 151 from ming ming friends..

THANK YOU GUYS FOR TAKING OUT YOUR TIME TO ATTEND MY 21st CELEBRATION as this is a last min thing, THANK YOU GUYS FOR THOSE PRESENTS!! I APPRECIATED IT!! :D

WILL UPLOAD THOSE PICTURE WHEN I FREE MAYB ON TUESDAY!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥Lovesss

♥ TO DARDAR AND AHSEN ♥

2009-11-09T16:12:00.000-08:00

this is the cabinet i say tat day!!! wit glass door..

the lock and the hook

the outside view!!!

tats all!

♥ withloves♥

♥ HELLO ♥

2009-11-09T15:45:00.000-08:00

♥ HELLO ♥

IM FUCKING BACK WIT A FUCKING LOUSY MOOD AND TIS FEW DAYS IS FUCKING NOT MY DAY!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS SO FUCKING NEAR YET IS SO FUCKING FAR!!!
THOUGHT OF CELEBRATING MY FUCKING 21ST BIRTHDAY BUT YET IT LIKE FUCKING NOTHINGS I HAVE LEFT NOW DUE TO SOME FUCKING REASON!!

AM REALLY FUCKING UNLUCKY DUE TO SOME FUCKING REASON AGAIN!!

FUCKING HOPE I WILL CHANGE MY FUCKING LUCK AND FUCKING EVERYTHING TO FUCKING BETTER!!! REALLY FUCKING HOPE SO!!!!
I REALLY WAN A FUCKING BETTER LIFE!!!
"GOD PLEASE GRANTED ME THANKS"!!!!!
KEEP ON GETTING FUCKING PROVOKE FROM SOMEONE!!!
BEING FUCKING NEGLECT BY BOYFRIEND!!!!

FUCKING NO MOOD TO UPLOAD THOSE FUCKING PHOTO I'VE TAKEN TIS FUCKING FEW DAYS!!! AM NOW FUCKING TIRED AND WANNA GET SOME FUCKING SLEEP!!!
WAT THE FUCKING FUCK GOING AROUND ME????? MAY ALL MY WISHES COME FUCKING TRUE!!!
"GOD PLEASE GRANTED ME THANKS!!!"

GOTTA FUCKING GO LIAO!!! BYE BYE FUCKERSS!!! (MEAN NOTHING TO READERS / FRIENDS) =D
JUST FUCKING NOT MY DAY TIS FEW FUCKING DAYS!!!

♥ JUSTNOTMYDAY ♥

♥ just pic ♥

2009-11-03T09:17:00.000-08:00

♥ just pic ♥

hmms.nothing to write so just some photo taken wit ahmei (jeanette) while we wearing phua chu kang shoe at mustafa, before and after rebonding hair and others..lets see!!!

♥ new hairstyle ♥

♥ boyfriend just book out and he is asleep ♥

new hairstyle!!!

♥ phua chu kang's shoe wit jeanette at mustafa ♥

stupid face LOL!!

♥ the a" ♥witch "ba ba la" LOL!! ♥

haas..me and my sis trying out those holloween items!!! LOL!

♥ babala ♥

LOL!! scary??

♥ boyfriend going back reservice!! ♥

my sis cutting her hair.now look like ah gong!!!

my mum just rebond her hair!!

at cab on the way down to TPY to rebond my hair!!

hmms think tats all bey!!! update again bey!!!

♥ loves ♥

♥

2009-11-01T14:19:00.000-08:00

♥ boyfriend is back ♥

hmms..this two days went to dar dar house..wanna mahjong de but ah dar too tired gp sleep..den went to THE CATHAY for movie..we watch "jennifer's body" OMGosh..it gross la!!!
den walk to MUSTAFA "jalan jalan" me and ahmei try on the phua chu kang shoe!! (yellow colour de) LOL!! hahaas.ah mei bought earpieces and yansheng bought I POD touch!! woww! i also wanna buy.

can anyone buy for my birthday present which is 14 days later!! hahaas..^^

den around 5 plus we walk back dar house! hmms reach dar house around 6am den me and ahmei go eat macdonald breakfast, den slack at house downstair wit her.talking about our pass..LOL! haas.den we saw ah ma den we were advoiding her.haas.woww mei and i didnt slept for the whole night!! WTH! noon we karaoke at dar house till 5 plus i 'pang chek' i go sleep liao. (: while ahmei 'dong' till 9pm plus she go sleep.LOL! they having war at their house! LOL!
meet boyfriend , sen, dar, mummy and yansheng.den go had macdonald for our dinner we were all playing wit the 'new mac promotion'! LOL! haas..fun eh!

♥ cab-ed home wit boyfriend!! ♥

just now had a small misunderstanding wit boyfriend but now cleared!! hahaas!!
uodate again! too lazy to upload photos..next time bey! hees. =D

♥ never regret loving you ♥

♥ loves ♥

2009-10-30T17:28:00.000-07:00

♥ yeah boyfriend booking out today ♥

nothing much today..stay home tis few days but sleep late..boyfriend not happy liao!! O.o
nelson came home wit a digital camera..brand (sony) :(
i always wanted to buy!! hmms.envy la!!
just finish MAHJONG again!! 1st round lose 1 buck to mummy and jianming lose 7 bucks to nel.. play wit nelson mummy and jianming-->(mei bf)!!! 2nd round i win 12 bucks..woohooo..*high picth*
mummy lose 6.50 jianming lose 5.50 all to me..great im the big winner!!! hahaas.*happy* jian ming the big loser!!

LASTLY

♥ my boyfriend booking out today!! he say he will called me..woohooo!!! *very happy* ♥

hmms see tonight alpha member wanna meet up or not bey!! update again!! byebye..sleeping soon!!!

♥ very happy ♥

♥ shag shag shag ♥

2009-10-28T10:30:00.000-07:00

♥ missing my boyfriend and shag ♥

♥ firstly i miss my boyfriend soooo much!! ♥

hmms.went to ahna's popo wake today, ytd and the day before..

26/10/2009 monday

help ahna wit the "jing zhi" den start mahjong at around 3plus.hahaas.ended up i lose 2 dollar..den went home at around 6 plus in the morning reach home around 7 plus..tired..

27/10/2009 tuesday

wake up around 5 plus den meet mum 8.30pm at tpy den cab-ed down to whampoa ahna's popo wake..and we stay over night at the wke there..!! hmms.after slackin awhile howard they all are start playing blackjack!!! den i MAHJONG again wit shermin and her relative!! WIN $10.50 waow!! happy..
den second round wit howard, vyvian and ahna..LOL..LOSE $6.50 back..nb.!! ahna is the big winner lor..vyvian big loser hahahaas..hmmms..it okay 'gai'..for leisure mah..just love mahjong la..haas..

28/10/2009 wednesday

we send popo to sin min avenue to cremate!! stella's husband was the camera man all the while!! sad!!
POPO REST IN PEACE EH!!! take care in the other world eh!! miss.!
cab-ed to TPY in the afternoon each uncle house around 2pm den i bath and sleep..wake up around 7pm go eat KFC wit mum den MRT-ed home!!

LASTLY!!

♥ i really miss my boyfriend soooo much!! ♥

OMGosh..i forget to call him just now..sorry!! o.0
will update again!!!

♥ am always missing you ♥

♥ =D ♥

2009-10-25T14:07:00.000-07:00

♥ day wit mum ♥

hmms..wake up at 3 plus..cab-ed down to TPY meet mummy around 5 plus..cut hair plus rebonding!!!

♥ love my new hairstyle!!! ♥ 
 thou didnt change much..hahaas..=D
meet baby around 12am cab-ed home..reach home around 2 am cos go meet mummy take handphone!! LOL 
♥ hmms..baby tml re-service for 1 week..sian..missing him nah!!! :(( ♥
will be staying at yishun! :(
time check: 5:35am..
baby waking up soon!! sending him later!! love him nah!!! ♥♥

later going to ahna's popo wake!! pay respect to her...see them later! ♥♥
will upload my new hairstyle photo again!!!
will update again!! =D ♥


♥ never regret loving my baby ♥♥

♥ happy ♥

2009-10-24T13:37:00.000-07:00

♥ happy ♥

hmms.today went back yishun early afternoon.OMG is sooo fucking hot.straight after i bath out i sweat again! fuck! haha.

meet dardar around 4.30pm MRT to YEWTEE sweets house! for baby charmaine's 2nd birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY CHARMAINE!!
her cake fill wit BARNEY! and it nice! 2 layer cost 200++ LOL!! 1st layer is chocolate flavor and 2nd layer is lychee martini..

around 7 plus ahna message me and tell me her popo pass away! OMG sad la! cant went down today due to some chinese traditional reason! "sorry ahna" monday i comfirm go down eh!!

bus-ed down to chua chu kang around 7 plus den cab-ed to whampoa for YANSHENG 21st birthday!

(cos dardar went to cottons on to shop!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANSHENG!!
they play wit cake LOL everybody nose fill wit cake and cream all done by birthday boy! LOL! 1st time i see birthday boy disturb everybody wit cake and cream 1st! LMAO! and due to yiwen just book in army, yansheng call yiwen to disturb him.LOL! hahaas fun day! didnt had much photos today all taken by sweets camera and yansheng video cam!! upload again when i get from them!! =D

♥ ji ai shun bian ♥

♥ love bugis ♥

2009-10-23T14:53:00.000-07:00

♥ everybodys back ♥

today went to work for thai aunty!! saw yuanbiao..go find ahtiong talk he told me everybodys come back bugis work liao.ask me go back work also ma..LOL! thought of la.but dont think so can go back work le la..after so many things happen! hais LOL! talk to ahbiao just now haha..still the same didnt change much! fatty no more shop behind liao so boring lor..only left ahkang nia..LOL!! hahaha!!

simply miss bugis life! miss the days wit
♥ da li, kangkang, ahbiao, ahtiong and laoda!! ♥
also miss those day went club wit
♥ willy, jeffery, dualiap, laoda, roger, pearl, amanda, ivan, sweetheart, ahjie, ahdi ♥
and lots!!
another group

♥ jonathan, guorong, shenlong, kewang, james, ling-er, ah sam, jiexin, kangaroo, guorong's boss!! ♥

and lots..miss those life!! hais..hope can go back to last time la..hehe..gotta meet up wit them soon too..

think tats all bey.will update again!!
i love you guys!! hughugss!!

♥ lovess ♥

♥ love them ♥

2009-10-22T11:38:00.000-07:00

♥ love my baober ♥

firstly nothing much today! play wit my bro and sis at home till OH MY GOSH! they actually make the whole kitchen wet wit a pile of mopping water! den mummy was like WTF! (i just mop the floor eh!!) hahahaha.. LOL!!

den i also found out something tat actually theres a theif around me and my family! gonna catch her red handed sooner or later! TRUST ME!! @#$%^&*

went to dajie house wit mum and mei..took alot of pictures. so today gonna flood wit PHOTOS!!
TAH DAH!!

ahbie and me!! LOL

they were asking me to wear the hairband and take photo..and so i did! o.O LOL

ahbie look like girlgirl la! CUTE! =D

baobei and lulu!!

baobei so "AI MEI"

ler ler say he wan wear too so let him lor. =p

me and ler ler!!

me and baobei!! she choose the frame!

ahbie say wanna kiss this frog!! LOL!!

baobei was saying (wah, yiyi wo hen mei) hahaha!

ahbie sit like boss playing games behind baobei!!

me and baobei again!

baobei cam-whoring! hahaas

aft baobei took tis picture she told me (yiyi i very pretty hor)

me and baobei again!! LOL

where ahbie looking at??

baobei, me and ahbie!

pretty baobei!!

baobei cam-whoring again but without smiles!

ler ler cam-whoring also! so cool!!

ler ler is doing (zuzu) mouth!! CUTE!

me and ler ler again!!!

wat a pose! haha!

ahbie with the zuzu mouth and nose! haha..

me and ahbie again!!

me and ler ler he so zhi lian la..hahaas

ler ler face kenna squeeze by ahmei!

me and baobei! she didnt tie her hair up!

love her soo much!!

bao bei trying to act cute but already cute le ma! LOL!

love being with my baobers~~! all my baober~~ =D
enjoy to the fullest when im with them!!
shall get them each a present on christmas!! =D
i know ahwen and xiao hei must be missing them alot eh!! especailly ler ler!!
hahaha..hmms shall update again!!

♥ loves lotsss ♥

♥ complicated ♥

2009-10-21T12:12:00.000-07:00

♥ i know whose fault ♥

nothing much today.just know tat dajie and dajie fu are quarreling over some matter! both are in faults. jie fu neglect dajie!! slowly neglect become lonliness and somebody happen to appear at this period of her lonliness and due to the lonliness he made to her, she will definetly do something wrong!! den he will think is her fault she betray her but actually is
BOTH FAULTS!!!
den some wrong thinking will pass by if he is not firm enough den he will do wrong decision!! hais..wat a complicated relationship is tis!!! i know trust is difficult to build back once it broken or betray by someone..but 6 years of relationship and those things you and her went through..good and bad, hard and relax..until now you have your own house! do you think it WORTH IT?? it not JUST by saying lost the trust so divorce and things is settle.NONONO..tis thinking is defitnetly wrong!
even when you are moving house, jiejie is the one doing everythings, go ikea her own buy things her own, thinking of how to display those furniture all by her ownself.but when things goes wrong everybody blame her for not doing good enough! her size is small enough but yet she didnt even complain a single things to you before! she hurt herself she also keep quiet didnt say a word!! everybodys patience got limit de.DONT TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED!! do you ever spare a thought for her??ask yourself!!

for you it never enough! you ask for more!! she give you wat you wan, but who going to give her wat she wan?? it tis being fair to her???think before you answer!!!

*YOU GUYS ALL ARE SELFISH CREATURE!!!*

gege tends to ignore things..tends to forget wat is told!! but when things goes wrong.he point finger at others! is tis the way an adult should behave? is this the way of showing good example to the kids? they are learning wat you have done!!

ya i know tat no guys can endure his wifey fooling around outside de..but no choice tis lonliness is you made and gave to her so admit it..you work, drink and have supper aft work came home late drunk..and as for her she go home after work everyday.faces 2 kids, faces those walls, waiting for you to came home.but everynight you came back drunk or half awake.you should know very clearly tat she cherish those 1 or 2 mins wit you even you got no time for her.even your off day she would just take off even last min off just to accompany you..she even can go down TPY to find you after her wrok just to see you 5secs dont tell me wat she did is not enough!! 6 years of waiting, spending lesser time wit you she didnt even complain much! and 6 years of trust, married all just dissapear like tat in 1 months time!! you ask yourself worth it?? you are a selfish man which you can enjoy outside and she cant..WTH!! 20 century eh not like last time liao eh!!
and also SHE NOT FOOLING OUTSIDE! IT JUST TAT SHE FOUND SOMEONE TAT ACTUALLY WILLING TO GIVE HER THE ATTENTION SHE LONG ASK FOR!! YOU KNOW SHE NEED TIS ATTENTION BUT YOU JUST SIMPLY IGNORE!! HOW COULD YOU DO SUCH THINGS TO HER??? TATS TOO MUCH OF YOU EH!!
jiefu im not saying it your fault entirely but did you ever notice dajie is actually very lonely? for us our mind set is: dajie have a very
HAPPY FAMILY!!
why must things become like tat? you go think carefully la..
relax and think eh!!
i know you wont heed my advise but i still need to say! im not trying to help dajie or you..but just to be reasonable and fair!!! listen or not UP TO YOU!!!
hmms.hope they can sit down and have a good talk..both you are not young anymore you both are adult liao and 2 kids are still very young so do considerated!!
SERIOUSLY i dun pity you both BUT the 2 KIDS!!
how sad they will feel?? did you adults ever think of tat???hais..
♥ MAY GOD BLESS THIS FAMILY ♥
hmms.will update again!!

♥ hope they can overcome ♥

♥ wedding photos ♥

2009-10-20T12:17:00.000-07:00

♥ chalet photo and video ♥

their certificate of marriage!!

their poster done by me!! their theme purple, gold and white!! nice eh!

while getting those party stuff! tiring but fun! =D

trying to act cute while getting the party stuff!LOL! hahaas

baby charmaine and my pretty sweets

my pretty dardar and mummy

ning and mummy

mummy, ning and th groom!!

mummy and ning

ahha.yiwen and lilian!! =D

ning was trying to ask dar to re-throw! cos he realise he should not catch the flower!! haas.LOL!

catch you again eh!!

OMG! yiwen was trying to act cool eh! =D

oh wats she doing?? o.O

trying very hard to be couple??? wakakakaas!

those brothers!

ning and shawn prepare to catch!!

purple was their theme!!

dardar and ahsen prepared to throw th flower!!

is tis ning's concert?

dardar and dajie's daughter!

dardar and her dad!

my pretty sweets and baobei charmaine!

purple were those brother theme!!

baobai charmaine is happy wit th ballon wit her!

baobei charmaine and dardar!

me and dardar!

ahsen was wearing dardar heels!LOL!!

ahsen was trying to be a model! hahahaas!

trying out their gown and smart wear!!

back of dardar gown!pretty eh?

ah sen was talking on the phone while posing!!

dardar!

another outfit for ahsen! like waiter la..hahaha

nice shoot!

ahsen was trying to act aqua wit the heels!!

they were trying out their gown!!

matching couple!!

ahsen was trying to act cute eh!!

♥ tis is the video when they are removing those decorations ahgui, ahsen and adren were having fun! haha!! ♥

♥♥ happily married ♥♥
♥ meeting up alpha soon ♥

♥ just back home today ♥

2009-10-19T11:13:00.000-07:00

♥ chAlet just ended ♥

hmms.dardar chalet just ended and did enjoy the gathering wit sweets and friends ♥ first time go chalet wit karoke system haha.LOL! they did alot of stupid things but fun la.relly enjoy lots.but was tired also.ah lu even ask me to join ahsen to kuching on C.N.Y haha might considerate! ahgui,ahlu and ahsen tell me alots thier childhood thing haha.everybody was very friendly! theres alots of photos to upload.

cab-ed home wit ah gui and dardar this morning den go KKH wit dARdar for her regular check up! hahaha.if i were to pregnent now i will be her partner..LOL!

tomorrow working for thai aunty at bugis! tired !

this coming saturday baby chermaine's 2nd birthday party and also yansheng 21st birthday party! OMG! crash together! but will try to arrange swee swee! haas. think tats all bey. will update again!!

lastly i did nothing and ask just for the sake of asking! if you guys dun understand den forget it NVM bey! i dun blame you eh!! =D

♥ enjoy alots =D ♥

♥ busy ♥

2009-10-16T10:37:00.000-07:00

♥ met dardar ♥

went to dardar house wit ahmei met ahsen den company them to chinatown meet dardar.den they go try their wedding gown! hmms.hen mei..took a few photo will upload on monday! =D den headed to mustafa to grap those party thing as dardar will be having engagement party on sunday! now going out soon to dardar house again to do those party decoration!! soo busy! hahaha. =D

♥ sorrie simei, ahna and sandi for not able to meet up wit you guys.cos ahna say too late liao and i got things to do! sorrie eh! will cover next week? =D ♥

hmms will update again.running late le.gotta go dar house liao.will update those photo again!! ♥♥

♥ tired tired tired ♥

2009-10-15T15:00:00.000-07:00

♥ busy day ahead tml ♥

hmms.today work at KAMY was like.kao tiring la.haha for so long never pack stock all tis liao..OMG think im old liao..LOL hahaha.climb up and down stand whole day.like a carzy women wth hahaha..work till 7.30pm den on my way to junction find dardar and friends i saw ah biao and sexy on their way to village..meet up wit dardar sen felicia yiwen and yansheng went to find those party thingy.the shop owner is like ignoring us and their things sell very ex la!! dar and sen budget ma..hahaha.den went boon keng (whisky)wit them to eat.

today im damn pissed off by the fucker! my family go genting and ask her to transfer me money and yet she didnt.and bluff me..WTF bluff me for? ccb.sibei angry sia..call her dun answer den i zhi hao call my bro to reach her WTF RIGHT!! den i scolded her thru phone!!!
ccb!! @#$%^&*
if i were to depend on her i think i'll die first! pcb! am fucking angry la.nnb!

yet i saw the fucker and falend was at my house cb.the fucker still use my lappy..knn!! ask her dun use still give excuse saw me from the lift she quickly jump to sit bside my sis ccb.i hate hypocrite la.knn

♥ around 11.30pm baby reach boonkeng den bus home to yishun!! ♥ =D 

♥ hope you understanding bey! ♥ =D

♥ bored ♥

2009-10-14T14:27:00.000-07:00

♥ work work work ♥

today went to work as usual den meet xiaomei, her bf(ahboy), wen, xiaohei and ah man slack at iluma sky garden after tat meet mei cousins den headed for  dessert.walk to esplanade they slack awhile den cab home den i talk wit ahman den cab home at 4.36am OMG dying soon! later working at 10.30am WTH!

while im at dessert shop and esplanade, my happy memories flash back..like; go eat dessert wit them when we finish work, slack wit them and friends there! but now hais.

♥ am still praying hard eh.i guess tis is a test for us! believed we wil passed! =D
♥

all i can say now is TIRED TIRED TIRED!!! going bed now.prepare for tml battle!!! wahahaha!
think later will ask aiping to give me half day off bey! hope i'll success in asking her!!god bless me!! =)

absent minded: today didnt bring my phone out! =(

(changing my blog to private soon! hate spammer but wont give a fuck to anything!!)

to spammer: dun like me den BYE BYE!! not happy leave your name down! dun care den welcome you to read and leave without any tags! (=

♥ happy day wit baby =D ♥

2009-10-13T12:24:00.000-07:00

♥ M.J. wit dardar and friends ♥

today went to bendemeer wit baby had KFC for our dinner! woohoo..after tat meet yiwen, ah ton (shawn) ,sen and dardar! go their house and had mahjong with them haha.funny ma they go wrong way ma.i was thinking something is wrong but yiwen insisted tat nothings wrong ma! LOL! hahahaha.until dardar 'pong' nan fong den ah ma say she go 2 tai den the others still say ahma back..WTH funny ma! so we change back lor.but tat round yiwen's tiles is nice la.3 fa cai 2 hong zhong ma.kao wasted la.hahaha.was having fun la..after mahjong we slack and talk..

before tat mummy come back she misunderstanding me ma.for not going to her birthday chalet! LOL! D=

♥ tis coming sunday is sen and dar de engagement party!  =D ♥

hais.why tis few days seems like alot of misunderstanding happen to me eh?? si mi tai chi eh?? forget it! dun think about it! hahaha! =)

♥ i miss them..days when we use to slack around! hais. D= ♥

am still praying very hard for the best outcome! D=

and please no more misunderstanding ler eh! D=

hmmms.think nothing le ba..updated again bey! =D
tml working for uncle roger! SIANs! work 2pm!

♥ love bugis ♥

2009-10-12T14:41:00.000-07:00

me at pek kio wit vyvian!

♥ working time ♥

♥ at KAMY ♥

♥me na L.H vyvian ♥

♥ iluma toilet ♥ LOL!

♥ hate tat feeling la! ♥

today went to work at KAMY! wow finally had my wanton mee for lunch and rojak for dinner! shiok la! hahaha =D

♥ today jason cao wedding dinner and he didnt open shop LOL! today sales not bad hit the target aiping wan but i still dun think is good enough! =[ ♥

i think you guys must still have doubts in me right? hais come straight to the point and ask me arh! dun doubts at me can? i dun like to be misunderstanding wan.you guys stand in my shoes and think can? i hate tat feeling eh!

♥ im sorry if i assume wrong! but still the same thing dun doubt at me and ask me eh! ♥

went to pek kio meet vyvian and eat at the market there OMG the slice fish bee hoon sucks la..smells nice but taste nothing sia! the slice fish was like over cook la! LOL!
think got nothing to post le bey! update again! feeling not so right/ good now! @_@

♥ not my day la ♥

2009-10-11T14:15:00.000-07:00

bad day for ALPHA!!!

actually today is ALPHA outing but ahboy high fever never go so simei and sandi also never go!! all say hao liao den last min like tat! hais! sad why all suddenly become like tat?? i really dunknow wats everybodys thinking sia.hais! i had slight quarrel wit simei.im sorrie! (but you must know i didnt help anybody to speak up eh) mai misunderstanding me eh! i just dunwan thing to turn to like tat! can we stay the same as last time? before we have tis family? can we start all over again? hais. dun just bcos of some reason den all become like this can? hais.i really dun wish this to happen!

F= Friends
A= And
M= Member
I= I
L= Love
Y= You!
!

REMEMBER tat family must have the BOND and TRUST!! IMPORTANT is UNITED!!
CANT WORK WITHOUT ANY 1 OF THIS DE EH!!

watch FUNNY PEOPLES movie wit nelson falend ahna vyvian and layhong..tell you this movie sucks to the core la! and also no point ma simei sandi and ah boy didnt come!! hais! no photo no nothing to post today! SIAN! hope can recover soon!! im going to pray for wats coming up next! pray for the good/ best outcome! =D
[MAY GOD BLESS ALPHA]

last but not least.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAO PING!! =D

♥ back to bugis ♥

2009-10-10T11:53:00.000-07:00

♥ can someone ask me play mahjong?? ♥

♥♥ today went back to bugis work..currently work parttime for KAMY!! hahaha..kangkang also go help jason work! jason ah tiong also working for fat fat! haha..today saw bigball hahaas.hmmms he become more and more petty ler sia! hahahahaas..jk nah! mis the time when i just started working at bugis hais.the time is fun eh!! haas.really miss nah! hees. ♥♥
ohh ya plus jason cao marrying on monday!! waahh congrate eh!! haha.
nothing much ler la..
♥ tml meting ALPHA FAMILY!! tml is we ALPHA de first outing!! swee la..hahaha! ♥
think will take alot of picture ba..so will be updating tml!!! hahaha!! =D

♥ post ♥

2009-10-09T15:40:00.000-07:00

♥ tis 3 picture i draw for ALPHA! swee bo? kakakas took quite long time to complete eh! hahahas ♥

tis are those pic i draw ytd night! nice eh? hahahas! ♥ =D

tis lady keep looking at mummy and ah mei at MRT ! WTH!! so snapshot her!! wakakas=D

i guess she malaysian! LOL!

today meet up with ting ah na howard around 12 plus 1am at TTSH go down with bcos ah na grandma was like going to... so when to TTSH to find them! and ting confronted layhong abt some things!! and layhong was like keep on keeping quiet, dun speak out and keep crying OMG!! ting was very very angry and dissapoint with her! sad

already said: ♥ important is family must have trust and the bond must be there! ♥ MUST BE UNITED EH!! ♥

hais anything must speak out ma! WTH right!! hais! layhong write a essay to ting hope she forgive her bey! dun wanna lose a member! god bless!!

♥ just reach home ♥

2009-10-08T11:13:00.000-07:00

went back to yishun stay today!! so long since i last came back my own house liao =D but gotta do all those house chores!! WTH! =[
just now shouted at baby on the phone for nothing LOL! but already apologies to him hope he dont take it to heart bey!! i dun really mean it eh!! think i PMS! LOL!! ='[
today nothing much..cos today ALPHA member all off for 1 day! wakakas having their own programme today and gather again tml!! wahahaha!! did some drawing ytd night LOL..will upload tml!! =D haha!!

♥ home early ♥

2009-10-07T12:21:00.000-07:00

ah na horse riding yiting!! LOL !

♥not in the good mood!! early home today and took family picture at tpy garden!!! tats all nothing much!! go to alpha family blog to view the rest of the photo plus video!! happy memories! ♥
yesterday was a bad day for everybody! misunderstanding! but we sit down and talk out everything now nothing! everything go back to square one! =D anything not happy say out no hiding!! tats wat family are!
most important is the bond and the trust must be there! jiayou!! jiayou!! jiayou!! =D

2009-10-06T10:31:00.000-07:00

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